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[Monday
January 2nd, 2006
2:56pm] |
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so basically i hate my life.
im stuck in the middle of my two best friends.
i dont know what to do.
i love them so much they dont even kno !!
&& if i lose either of them im gonna die.
i already lost liv
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[Saturday
December 31st, 2005
12:12am] |
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im sick
...so sick
i keep coughing
my throat is so sore
i need to see a doctor
but what doctors office is open on new years eve ?
idk
but leave some love.. make me feel bette
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| HO HO HO !!! MERRY CHRiSTMAS NUKKAHSSS |
[Sunday
December 25th, 2005
5:35am] |
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yeahhhhh boyyyy !! it`s christmas morning !!! ahhhhhh i`m so excited. except, its 5:36... && now i`m sittin here && i gotta wait till 7:00. my brother woke me up or i WOULD be sleeping right now.
as of right now i got...
♥ $50 gift certificate to hollister.
♥ $20 gift cetificate to claire`s.
♥ $25 gift certificate to american eagle.
♥ a black && a red belt ((YAYUHHH !!))
♥ make-up
♥ sweet pea lotion, body spray && soap.
((ST0CKiNG STUFFERSSS !!))
♥ silly string.
♥ hair ties && scrunchies.
♥ lip gloss
♥ cards
yeah those were my stocking stuffers tho. i get the big shit at 7:00 ..gayboy brother !!
--comment like crazyyy--
♥ SHANN0N
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| LET`S GET THESE TEEN HEARTS BEATiN FASTERRR !! |
[Thursday
December 22nd, 2005
8:48pm] |
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so today I spen`t two whole hours trying to make a top 20 for myspace. It took me forever && didn`t even work. whatev.
Then I spent most of the day cleaning the house because my grandparents are coming down tomorrow and are staying for Christmas.
Later I went to Nina`s. woo.
That`s pretty much it. What a fun day.
CoMMENT LiKE CRAZY !!
♥ SHANNoN !
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[Wednesday
December 21st, 2005
10:53am] |
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wow. A lot happened yesterday. && suprisingly I couldn`t care less.
Me & Travis aren`t talking to each other I mean for real. I hate him so much. He hates me cuz we were at his house && I was playin around with Stevie. I can`t have friends or joke around with people without him thinking I like them and him hating me. WE AREN`T EVEN G0iNG 0UT !! He can`t do that shit. I rather be friends with Stevie because I actually have fun with him && he never gets mad at me for joking around with people. Travis was telling me he hopes I die && that I go to hell and all this shit. && supposedly some girls are gonna jump me in school. w/e.
Stevie gave me a ride home on his go-ped last night. Those things are scary as hell !! They shake I was like whoa shitttt !! lol.
I slept over ninas last night. woo.
Now I`m finding out that this girl I`ve known forever don`t like me. I never even see her ? WTF . yeah. gay. I don`t even care.
Comment like CRAZY
♥ SHANN0N
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| WO0T WO0T !! |
[Tuesday
December 20th, 2005
2:02am] |
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YAYUHHH !! today was so0 fun holy shittttt !! me && nina went to subway for lunch !! WO0HO0 !! my favorite place everrrr !! then * LiV <33 came over && we went to my dance party. haha sweetness. then me, liv, nina, stevie && travis chilled at my crib !! mann it cudnt have been funnerrr =]
tomaro tony is comin over to hang w/ me, liv && stevie. thts gonna b some fun shit. i cant waitttt !! ahhhh !!
liv's taken a showa gettin so0 fresh && so0 clean clean.. afta idk what we gonna do
comment like CRAZY
♥ SHANN0N
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[Monday
December 19th, 2005
1:31am] |
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yayy .. I'm not fighting with Stevie anymore.. hopefully we won't get in another one any time soon. Me && Liv are having a sleepover tomorrow.. yeah. be jealous !! haha. well its 1:33 in the morning so I think I should go to sleep.. <33
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[Sunday
December 18th, 2005
11:01pm] |
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Today sucks..
I hate this
Stevie and me are fighting again. He hates me. I don't get him. He says the little things I do bother him. I invited him to go to Subway with me and Nina. Then everything blew up from there. He hates that me and Liv are best friends. He's trying to ruin me.. and hes doing a good job at it. I'm so upset there is really no point of writing..or living.
</3 Shannon
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| OH MAN THiS iSN`T GO0D !! |
[Saturday
December 17th, 2005
11:08pm] |
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today was a mess..
i went to the mall with nina && sara. i got my brother a christmas present..pretty much it.
then i couldn`t go to shabobs ((shahab)) party cuz my mom was being lame. so that kinda pissed me off.
but i went to my neighbors christmas party. it was more fun then staying home. me, nina && kevin were making a gingerbread house ((cuz we went from the party to ninas)) && totally trashed the house. uhmm.. i hope she cleaned it up or we are in SO0 much trouble.
i got in a fight with harry. i told him he was being immature && he fucking got so mad at me. w/e idc he`s 18 && hangs out w/ 14 year olds so w/e.
i am so torn though. my two best friends are mad at each other && i feel torn in between them. i love them so much !! && now i think Liv is mad @ me cuz we were gonna have a sleep over but i forgot i made plans with rachel. i think shes mad cuz i was like "ill hang out with rachel until like 7 or 8 && then sleep over ur house && spend all day monday w/ u" but she didn`t want to. i really hope shes not mad at me.. i hate this =[
im out..
<33 SHANN0N
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| THiS iS SiDE 0NE .. FLiP ME 0VER |
[Friday
December 16th, 2005
9:22pm] |
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im bored off my ass
so i decided to post.
today sucked..
except for at school
that shit was fun.
me && stevie are still fighting
i havent talked to him since the last time i posted
i just want him to treat me like a person
...like olivia i guess
then i find out i cant sleep at rachs
=[
then at dinner my mom was pissing me off
she made me cry
w/e .
thts pretty much it
<33 SHANN0N
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| another shitty day... |
[Friday
December 16th, 2005
3:28pm] |
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scho0l was fun i guess
i got a lotta gifts
&& a lotta candy lmao
NO MORE SCHO0L FOR 2 WEEKS !!
i love christmass !! XD
now im fighting with stevie
i hate fighting with him.
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later i dont know what im doing.
this is a gay entry
i guess im done
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[Thursday
December 15th, 2005
10:35pm] |
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HAVE YO0H EVER L0VED S0MEB0DY SO0 MUCH iT MADE YO0H CRY?
HAVE YO0H EVER NEEDED S0ME1 SO0 BAD U CAN`T SLEEP AT NiGHT?
HAVE YO0H EVER TRiED T0 FiND THA W0RDS BUT THEY DNT C0ME 0UT RiGHT?
...HAVE YO0H EVER ?
so today was annoying.
i got no christmas presents
xcept a pez dispenser from carly
jeez. im loved.
then after school i started making my cards..
still got a bunch to go.
now im sitting here,
tryin to make christmas cards in between tears.
i love this kid so much.
idk why !!!!
why do i like him ??
why doesnt he like me ??
WTF .
i care bout him so much
hes too blind to see it.
i wish he would just stop being stupid
&& open up his eyes
((which i fucking love))
...idk.
im outta this bitch.
SHANN0N </3
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| WO0 HO0 FiNALLY AN UPDATE !! |
[Wednesday
December 14th, 2005
9:42pm] |
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alright. i havent been on here in HOW LONG ? like over 4 months lol.
so yeah .. ive gotten to know a lot of cool kids. im really close with rach && liv. i love them so fucking much.
" Nothing compares to the stomach aches you get from laughing too hard with your best friends "
i ♥ you guys so much you dont even know !! =)
uhmm... so theres this kid. && like a theif, he stold my heart.. UGHHH =(
today was cool i guess. we had benchmarks again. i pretty much christmas treed the last part tho cuz i wanted to sleep =D w/e i got a lotta sleep. i had a sub for lunch too nukkas !! && sci was gay.. like usual. only good thing is tht rach is there. idk wat i wud do if she wasnt there. then math was alright i guess. normal. after school i hung out w/ stevie, harry, travis, nina & sara. travises lil cousin came over & hes so fucking cute. i kept makin him laugh i love him so much =) .. then i went christmas shoppin. cute shit. now im home talkin 2 ppl & listening to music... wee. lol
comment like crazy !!
<33 SHAN
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[Thursday
September 1st, 2005
7:24pm] |
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a lots been going on. lately ive been fighting with travis everyday. it needs to stop. hes at justins house trying to fight him now. i dont like fighting at all. i could never live with myself if i PURPOSELY caused someone else pain!! idk how people do it. but just today kevin almost fought justin too. i feel soo bad for him he's sucha fun kid he doesnt deserve whats happening to him.
hurricane katrina hit my cousins house. we dont know if its even there anymore. hes not there ((thank god)) hes in georgia at my aunts house. i hope everythings ok.
vanessa is moving to canada for two years. todays the last day im gonna see her. its so depressing!! im gonna miss her soo much!! i freaking ♥ her to death!! but no matter how far away we are we will always be be-eff-eff's. yah i know. i should write hallmark cards.
everything with tyler is good. we both think things are gonna last a long time. i hope so. i really like him. i just dont want to get hurt again.
demi spilled her smoothie on me today. i was like gee thx. worst of all tyler was there. but i just played it cool and noone seemed to care so why should i?
demi & alex are running against each other for VP and im like torn between two friends. its annoying. theyr always like "shes voting 4 me..." "NO SHES NOT" blah blah blah its a never ending story. im probly just not gonna vote. im not getting in the middle of this... oh shit i already am.
i found out my grades. no c's. i got 2 Bs, 2 B+, & a 100%. yah im that good lol. my mom gave me a hard time tho. she was like ur gonna end up with a C in math and i was like "mom cant you just be happy for me for once!!" errg.
i completely hate my teachers!! mrs. torres is a phsyco!! i cant stand her. & mrs. corns has the most annoying voice alive. mrs. mcmillion is ok. but mrs. smith is confused. she wrote on the wall today...ON ACCIDENT. i was like ur writing on the wall not the white board. wow. mrs. kunz is cool tho. she makes me pay attention. thank god since shes my math teacher. i need all the help i can get in math.
Ive met a lotta new ppl. well not really i cant say that. i just got to know a lot of old people better. like rach, shannon, ali, shahab, arianne, lito, alex, shelby, vinnie, nikki, tori, justin, tyler ((obviously ♥)) chad, cristina, katie, mark, fabio, me-me, crystal, jessica, tyree, & a buncha ppl. its so fun i ♥ them all
well yah i wrote enuff. this entries so long noones gonna read it anyway lol.
♥ yah!!!
Shannon *
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[Saturday
August 20th, 2005
11:48am] |
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hey guys. so im going out with this kid, tyler. he asked me out yesterday. hes so sweet i ♥ him.
i had dance yesterday. it was fun and all...but now im sore again.
i went to the scrimmage on thursday. my two neighbors ((stevie #24 & kevin #86)) were supposed to play but since theyr on JV only kevin got to play. stevie didnt. but there will be other games. i was with travis, sam & mel, tori & nikki, shelby, & coral. travis was pissing me off... a lot!! i wanted to kill him. he kept showing the picture of me & dustin to everyone. hes so gay.
im honestly getting so sick of travis. i dont know why hes being so gay to me. he likes me but i ♥ tyler and he gets pist. its not my fault i cant control my feelings. i cant force myself to like him. & even if i could i doubt i would. hes so stupid. hes like "your still obsessed with stevie" and im like "obviously not because i have a boyfriend" ugh wtf...
so yah. yesterday i hung out with stevie & carly. me and carly have come to the conclusion that stevie looks cuter everytime we see him ((no we dont like him dont have a cow))
kthx
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[Tuesday
August 16th, 2005
3:09pm] |
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wow. so i`m not fighting with anyone anymore. harry`s two faced though and called me a little tramp behind my back. maybe im not a tramp... maybe i can just get a boyfriend easily... i don`t see him hooking up with any girls...at all... whatever he`s a queer.
today was iight lmao. whoa gangsterness right there. first hour was gay. second hour was funny. i sit infront of paige lewis and next to vinny and we were laughing all hour. then lunch was cool. carly stranded me in the bathroom like a retard lol. then in third hour, tyler and justin were throwing stuff across the room to each other and got caught... smart. and i was walking with rachael, tyler & justin and justin and tyler started fighting. tyler walked into a tree. i was like wow your so smart tyler. my fourth hour is changing tomorrow. my teacher is going to teach upperclassmen and now i have mrs. kunz fourth hour. so if you have my classes let me know.
after school i saw bobby. we talked for like five minutes and then me and travis walked home
and now im here. how interesting.
i had hip hop yesterday. it was fun but i already know the dance lol. that just makes me look better lol. today i have jazz. ahh im excited.
yah im done.
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[Monday
August 15th, 2005
6:34am] |
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ok so a lots happened...
im going out with this kid dustin but i barely know him. hes funny and stuff but i dont know anything about him. and he doesnt even go to western. i kno this isnt going to last long but i figured that i would give him a chance. who knows i might end up liking him. i just dont know anything anymore...
im in a huge fight with travis. im so sick of him anyway. he keeps calling me a liar when i clearly know what im talking about it. plus he thinks that callie wud choose him over me. ha ha thats really funny. callies one of my best friends theyrs no way!!
now i gotta leave for school. theres the update. stressful...??
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[Thursday
August 11th, 2005
6:22am] |
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im like so over stevie. like i was on the phone with him last night and i was like yeah i still like you and he had the nerve...after i just said that...to tell me how perfect megan mandell is. i was like wtf is wrong with you!! so yeah. that was like the final straw with me. i had enough.
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[Wednesday
August 10th, 2005
3:20pm] |
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what the fuck is up with girls our age and talking shit? i swear i hate the "popular people"...who made them popular anyway. its not like we started school and someone said "ok your popular...and your popular" ugh... especially the ones who ive known since elementary school that havent talked to me since fifth grade and decide that im still the same little fifth grader. what the hell is that?! my god those girls dont have as much tru friends as i do anyway. so in a way im glad that im not popular. i dont want a bunch of fake friends, im happy with the true ones i have...
anyway... school was ok. met some more people. the usual.
when my mom gets home im going up to stellas to see if i made the team. i dont think i did but it wouldnt hurt to look... ill tell you if i made it later..
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[Tuesday
August 9th, 2005
7:02pm] |
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omg the tryouts were H0RRiBLE!! i did S000 bad!! i was in WAYY over my head!!
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